It starts slowly, a little bit dreary. Soon the world is just a tad more grey. Next it’s overcast, you start to feel it. It is dark grey and foggy and soon you notice it’s getting harder to breathe. The grey, the fog starts to weigh heavily not only on your chest but your whole body. It pushes you down and you can’t even lift your head to see it surrounding you. You can feel it crushing you, pushing you down with no way of escaping. The blackness swallows you whole. You try to look around you but you can’t see anything stuck in the big black whole of nothingness. Time moves differently. Sights and sounds barely recognisable, out of reach, out of touch. There is nothing else for you to do except surrender.